Call and Assignment

CALL

I was called by God out of the marketplace to seek the mysteries and truth of Jesus like a pearl merchant who upon finding a single pearl of great value joyfully gives all to have it. To position my family in prayer, fasting and worship that we may hear His voice and then walk out in obedience what he lays on our hearts.  Strive for the first commandment of loving God with all we have, enjoy His presence and allow His glory to overflow to others through love, kindness, acts of justice, healing and deliverance.

CURRENT ASSIGNMENT

To partner with the Lord of the Harvest in this critical hour of history to link marketplace believers in shooting out messengers of light, burning and shining lamps, into the earth. To crosslink intercessory missionaries and agencies to catapult their ability to effectively share the unconditional love, mercy, grace and truth of Jesus and prepare the earth for His coming return.

God has called me on a journey to Karnataka India to seek Him in that place, to love Him by loving and serving His people, praying for them and to be obedient to Holy Spirit as He leads.  Praying for opportunities and divine appointments to love and get to know the Saraswat Brahmin caste of Hindi people and the Dai Muslims of India for which there are no known believers that Yeshua is Messiah.

God has also laid on my heart numerous business projects to expand the kingdom and to partner with those building houses of prayer and churches in Asia and the Middle East and those willing to walk out love and acts of justice in this critical hour for women, men and children abused in human trafficking

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Weak Men

God is amazing how He uses broken men to do His will. This gives me hope as I try to follow His will for my life. 

Many of us know the broken and weak men He called to be His disciples and King David broke 5 of the 10 commandments in following his fleshly lust for Bathsheba.

I am reading the book of Judges which tells history of 13 of the 15 people God used to lead His people for aperiod of 350 years when there was no king.

Barak was not a manly warrior and disobedient to God.

Gideon kept testing and questioning God and made a gold ephod that ensnared israel as it became an idol.

Jephthah the son of a prostitute I get saddened and sickened when He made a horrible vow to God which resulted in him sacrificing his daughter he ran out with joy to greet him when he came home from battle. 😦

Sampson was physically strong but weak in moral character. His first marriage didn’t last…he slept with prostitutes and had a mistress.  God finally became his eyes where he had to rely on God in bondage and God used him in the last 5 minutes of his life mightily.

Lord, even when we consecrate ourselves to live holy and not like the world you know that on this side of eternity we are broken vessels and broken depraved men but thank you that you keep us spinning on the potters wheel refining us and that we can know that your willwhich is so important can still be accomplished through us.   Lord give me strength to walk out your call on my life despite my constant failings. Your bondslave Steven

I knew what I was getting into

When I quit my job to follow God full time, it didn’t take long for the worry and anxiety to set in.  You see, I quit a really good job from a world perspective. I was managing teams of engineers architects and construction for the Joint Strike Fighter F-35 jet facilities in Dallas Ft Worth and the work was steady, fun most of the time, the people were awesome and the pay was good.
But for my last 3 days of cleaning out my office and handing over my duties to others, I went to bed wondering did I do the right thing. But for those 3 days God did something weird to reassure me that I was called and that everything was going to be all right.  When I woke up I was singing a song in my head that I couldn’t quite place.
…everything is in my hands.
It’s going to be alright.
It’s going to be Okay
I searched the internet as I had the tune in my head and some of the words but to no avail.  On the last day of work, I was driving from Kansas City to Lees Summit my home and was having an internal  discussion with God about going to the prayer room but I told Him I had too much to do and was going to head home. Before you knew it, I had apparently gone south on I-71 instead of going east on I-470 like every other day in my life.
It seemed like a pretty good sign that God wanted me in the prayer room right then.  🙂 What happened next has forever changed me to be really in tune to his voice.  I went in to the prayer room (IHOP.org)  and
Misty Edwards was playing the song that HE kept waking me to.
After that time for the whole first track of the internship at IHOP, I felt a lot of peace in the decision and knew that He was with me in this decision.  Even wilder, is that as we had a short break between Track I and II, I started questioning whether I should be in Track II or working or going into the wilderness and within moments of telling my friend Keith I wasn’t sure I should still be here at IHOP, the same song came on in the background and once again, I am all in again because I know I am listening again.
I also just thought about the fact that he did this over a 3 day period, like burying me from the past ways and awakening to the new things HE has for me.  Thank you Lord for speaking to me and choosing me even in my weakness and sin. Your servant, Steven
Song by MISTY EDWARDS – I knew what I was getting into oracle
I knew what I was getting into when called you.
I knew what I was getting into when I said your name, but I said it just the same.
I knew what I was getting into and I still want you.
I knew what I was getting into.I knew what I was getting into and I still chose you.
I knew what I was getting into and I still want you.
I knew what I was getting into when I said your name, but I said it just the same.
I knew what I was getting into.

And I am not shocked by your weakness.
And I am not shocked even by your sin.
And I am not shocked by your brokenness.

I knew what I was getting into and I still want you.
I knew what I was getting into and I still like you.
I knew what I was getting into and I still chose you.

Cuz only I can see the end from the beginning.
And only I can see where this is going.
And only I can see the end from the beginning.
And I see in you the seeds of love.
And I see in you strength when all you see is your failure and all you feel is ashamed.
I can see deeper than that.
I know you better than that.

I knew what I was getting into when called you.
I knew what I was getting into when I said your name.
I said it just the same.
I knew what getting into and I still want you.
I knew what I was getting into and I still like you.

Your only at the beginning.
You’ve only just begun and I know where you are going
And all you can see in the moment is that your hurting.
And all you can see in the moment is that your aching.

I knew what I was getting into when I called you.
I knew what I was getting into and I still want you.
I knew what I was getting into and I still like you.
I knew what I was getting into when I called you.

Just don’t give up.
And don’t give in.
If you don’t quit. You win, you win.

Just don’t give up.
And don’t give in.
If you don’t quit. You win, you win.

Everything is in my hands.
It’s going to be alright.
Everything is in my hands.
It’s going to be alright.
It’s going to be okay.
Everything is in my hands.
It’s going to be alright.
It’s going to be Okay.
And you don’t have to pretend to be something or someone your not.
Cuz I know you better than that, even better, even better than that.
Listen my Beloved.

I knew what I was getting into when I called you.
I knew what I was getting into when I said your name.
I said it just the same.
I knew what I was getting into and I still like you.
I knew what I was getting into and I still chose you.

Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/m/misty_edwards/i_knew_what_i_was_getting_into_spontaneous_oracle.html 

Goodbye just doesn’t say it anymore…

Lord, may I learn to teach my kids your ways,,,

I am reading the letters from the Apostle John to the Churches in the Book of Revelation and it is amazing what is hidden just in the beginning of the beginning of the beginning.  Like a scratch on a scratch of God’s revelation.

Grace and peace to you from him who is, and who was, and who is to come, and from the seven-fold  Spirit before His throne, and from Jesus Christ, who is the faithful witness, the firstborn from the dead, and the ruler of the kings of the earth. [Revelation 1:5-6]

I was reading David Pawson’s book on the same and he discussed greetings in ancient letters.  He stated if you were Hebrew your letters started with “Peace be to you, your neighbors, enemies and God” and if you were Greek your letters started with “grace” which he said literally meant good luck.   And so he said a Christian would start his letters with “Grace and peace to you”

He said also that “goodbye” is short for God be with ye (you).  I had never heard that so I looked it up in the etymology section of english.stackexchange and it said.

From the Old English Dictionary – “A contraction of the phrase God be with you (or ye)”  The substitution of good- for God may have been due to association with such formulas of leave-taking as good day, good night, etc.

In a quote from 1659, we still have “God”: “But mum for that, his strength will scarce supply His Back to the Balcona, so God b’ wy.”

And they said by 1694, we have transitioned to “good“.  Like so many things in our culture, if we are not taught by our forefathers the richness of the language and what is important to us, over time, it gets watered down and God slowly disappears from our walk.  However, I will say that “good” is of God as the bible states all that is good is of God and all that is evil is from the Evil One.

So this is what I am discovering about the Bible in this season is that even a few words of the beginning of a beginning of a beginning to a book are really important and have rich meaning and history.  You could spend a lifetime on any verse if you wanted to just keep meditating on it.

David Pawson said , The world cannot find peace; they are desperate for it, but they cannot have it because the world does not know the God who always is; the world does not know the seven-fold Spirit of God, and does not trust in Jesus, this reliable reigning Saviour”

Lord,

I pray that I will be a good (God like) father to my children and those around me Lord.  I pray that I will raise them up to learn to follow You and lean on you for everything good in their life.   And Lord let me live by the 7 fold Spirit and believe and trust in Yeshua (Jesus).   And Lord when I leave this world and I say Goodbye to those I leave behind, that in my heart know that I am really saying “God be with ye” to my family & friends, so that YOU may be with them
for eternity in His presence.    Love, your servant Steven

Called Chose Faithful

One of the biggest changes in my life this year is the revealing of Jesus to me through the Holy Spirit, through praying and worshipping him, from others and through the Word.

The Book of Revelation in the Bible used to be just one of those books that my  past churches might touch every 10 years or so or never but I no longer see it as just a weird symbolic apocalyptic book but actually for what it is, the “Revelation of Jesus” as revealed by Jesus ( through an angel to John and now to those that are willing to spend time in it and with Him to have it revealed).     It is amazing how much is really in this book and how important its message will be as I believe we are in the beginning of the birth pangs of the end of the age.

Jesus is the sacrificial lamb that died for all of us to be saved.  He is the only one worthy to open the seals on God’s final battle plan.   [From Bible Book of Revelation Chp 17:14 ]: “They will make war against the Lamb, but the Lamb will overcome them because he is Lord of lords and King of kings-and with Him will be His called, chosen and faithful followers.”

That sums up that nations and kings will rise up against Israel and Jesus in the end of the age but that Jesus will come through victorious.   Also, he will reign over all and my best part that with Him, will be His called, chosen and faithful followers.  I pray that God will keep me faithful to follow my calling from God and that I will bold to say “yes, He is coming soon” even when scoffers think we make no sense at all.

[From Bible, Book of Revelation 7:9] “After this I looked and there before me was a great multitude that no one could count, from every nation and tribe, people and languages, standing before the throne and in front of the Lamb. They were wearing white robes and were holding branches in their hands. And they cried out in a loud voice:  Salvation belongs to our God, who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb.”

The angels, elders and living creatures in heaven were praising God and one of the elders asked who are these multitude in white robes and where did they come and He answered that they knew, they were those Christians persecuted here on earth, those coming out of the great tribulation they have washed their robes in the blood of the lamb.   The discussion in the new testament about no more tears is for the saints willing to lay down their lives for Him.  They will be with Him when He comes down and brings heaven down to earth.  

LORD KEEP ME FAITHFUL.  KEEP ME PRAYING FOR MY PERSECUTED BROTHERS & SISTERS IN JESUS. KEEP THE ONE THING THE ONE THING…YOU GOD.  Thank you God.  

Your servant Steven

Restoring Shattered Lives – Exodus Cry

Restoring Shattered Lives–Exodus Cry Abolition Summit Session 6:   Steve’s TOP7 takeaways from listening to Kezia Hatfield speak regarding the women that need restoration from the torture of sexual trafficking.

“If to be feelingly alive to the sufferings of my fellow-creatures is to be a fanatic, I am one of the most incurable fanatics ever permitted to be at large.” —William Wilberforce

Kezia Hatfield is the Director of Restoration for Exodus Cry. She has a MA in Clinical Psychology and is filled with the power of the Holy Spirit to go into the darkest lairs of the earth and works directly with women to help speak life back into them as God heals them.

There was SO much that Kezia shared I can’t really break it into 7 takeaways. I weep in my heart for the broken and I praise God for the men and women that Jesus is raising up to fight this horrific evil.

  1. Forcefully Broken – These girls are dealing with complex trauma.  They lived daily reality of atrocities.  Sins of omission like a mom that didn’t do anything hurt almost the most.  They witness murders of close friends then blamed for them, forced into drug addictions, forced into abortions, tortured, beaten to miscarriages then raped more, ritualized sex and horrific violent sexual acts, forced to beat others than told they are just like the abuser, the perpetrators want them to become sin and to identify with sin.   They are even forced to have split personalities as part of control.
  2. Shattered – They feel guilt, anxious, shame, no sense of will, despair, rage,  addicted, shattered, isolated, lonely, fear, chaos, gaps of disjointed and frozen history, no hope.  They want to be with someone desperately but don’t trust anyone.
  3. Prayer – Craving & connection to this issue started with prayer in college for Kezia and continues to be the anchor that is more important than the earthly training.  “Call upon Me in the day of trouble [and] I will deliver you.” [Psalm 50:15]
  4.  Relationship/CommunityThere needs to be long-term covenant relationships built. You can’t just rescue and leave them. They have false sense of reality and deep fear and need help navigating things we take for granted like grocery stores even.
  5. Stop Light – every time you come to a Stop Light, stop and pray to shutdown the red light district in your city. Imagine if thousands prayed this how God would move
  6. Item 7 – HOPE – Jesus is the only real HOPE for these victims.

“The Spirit of the Lord God is upon Me, because He has anointed Me to preach good tidings to the poor; he has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison door to those who are bound.” Isaiah 61:1.

Multiply Prayer – Log in to one of the 3 intercessory prayer meetings at ihop.org Prayer Room.  Monday’s 6am, 4pm & 8pm CST

Prayer:  “Lord, Let me weep for what you weep for.  Let me not only care but let me be involved in the restoration of these beautiful daughters of the King of Kings, your precious treasures”  Your servant, Steven

If you want to help contact http://www.exoduscry.com or contact Steven Anzelc at seeklight@ymail.com

Cambodian Sex Slavery

 

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Steve’s Top7 Takeaways regarding Cambodian Sex Slavery – [Exodus Cry Abolition Summit – Session 5] regarding the Cambodia sex slave business where 55,000 women & girls with more than a third under 16 yrs old are trapped, exploited, abused, brutalized with a life without hope.   Don Brewster of  Agape International Missions AIM shared about the hope in Jesus as Christians walk out their faith.

Don Brewster is CEO of Agape International Missions AIM and shared from the heart the atrocities in Cambodia and the hope in Jesus.  Their vision is to see Christ through His church defeat the evil of child sex trafficking in Cambodia and throughout the world. If you saw the new movie Nefarious – Merchant of Souls, you will undoubtedly remember Don as he discussed the journeys of 5 brave heroes who had to face Captain Michael Pepe at the trial after they were brutally raped and abused regularly by this ex-marine.  I aspire to walk out my faith like Don Brewster to help those in need!!

“…on this rock I will build my church, and all the powers of Hell will not conquer it.”  [Matthew 16:18]

TOP7 Takeaways Here are Steve’s takeaways of what Jesus placed on my heart through listening to Don Brewster.

  1. Not called – You are not called to reaching out to the lost and broken hearted. Jesus commands you!
  2. Sins of Omission –  God expects us to show our faith.  Jesus’ brother James said, “…faith without works is dead.”
  3. 5 Gifts –  There are 5 gifts listed in Hebrews 10 which helped these Cambodian girls face the marine that brutalized them as they sat in court and were victimized further by the legal system.  Gifts are Jesus, Faith, Hope, Love & Each Other. Like the 5 smooth stones used to bring down a giant.
  4. Loving your enemies – Don shared an incredible story where their ministry had a gym that was open free to the traffickers and pimps. One of the regulars quit showing up because he had raped his sister.  AIM pursued him and told him it was God’s gym and not theirs and they kept praying & contending for him. Eventually he gave his life to Jesus. With the fact that traffickers can make equivalent of over $500,000 to $1M USD per month this is astounding.
  5. Persecuted Life – Everyone who wants to live a Godly life in Jesus will be persecuted including our money.  It will be ok because if you believe the Bible there is joy in suffering when you really follow.
  6. Joy in Suffering – it is way better when you know you are walking in the will of God under His wing.
  7. Where do you Stand? – Every day we declare with whom we stand. With our money, with our time. Are we bold and courageous like these?

Therefore, brothers and sisters, since we have confidence to enter the Most Holy Place by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way opened for us through the curtain, that is, his body,  and since we have a great priest over the house of God, let us draw near to God with a sincere heart and with the full assurance that faith bring… let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds.. .and all the more as you see the Day approaching. [Hebrews 10]

Prayer:  “Lord, you are the great judge of not only the wicked but your own people for even sins of omission.  Lord, remind me every day to declare to it is You I serve with my money and time. Guide me with your Spirit Lord to hear your voice and mark my path daily.  Your servant, Steve

If you want to help contact http://www.agapewebsite.org or contact me Steven Anzelc seeklight@ymail.com about ways you can walk out faith.